Richard Ashcroft from The Verve once said that he always hated whenever the writer of a song explained what a particular song was about as it took away what he had right in his own head. I can agree with that to some point but some of the best moments in music come when a singer is talking on stage explaining what a song is about. More often than not, i find it to be a pleasant surprise than a hindrance and is one of the things i love most in any live show.
Here are some meanings behind some of my songs:
Move Closer
That love, you know that special feeling when you just can’t get enough of that special someone in your life. When you don’t eat, breathe, sleep or do anything when that person is not with you. I wrote this song the first time i truly experienced this in my life.
Even though i was 27 years old at the time and what some would say a late starter, i felt so alive and felt that the love i had would last forever. It’s been and gone since but that feeling of wanting someone so much inspired this track. I hope that it gives hope to anyone who hears it that no matter what your age or predicament in life or no matter what you have experienced this moment will come into your life at least once and when it does the feeling just cannot be beaten.
They, whoever they are say it’s better to have lost that love than never to have loved at all, well sometimes maybe but all i know is that when you have that deep feeling of love you never want it to end.
Something to Believe in
When you’ve lost hope, self belief, love, the strength to face the day, there has to be something more to all of this we experience. This is the story of a man trying to find out who he is and where he is going. When you so want to be understood and yet you end up fighting reluctantly for what you believe in as you feel you shouldn’t have to fight. That constant battle against those that wish to put you down and keep you locked in a controlled place so they feel better about themselves as they see and feel your inner beauty and fear it.
That fight against those that tell you what to do, think and feel. The utter exhaustion of looking to someone or something to have faith in so that you believe things will get better.
The belief that one day, it all comes together and everything you hope for comes true.
Over You
The heartbreak, that sense of loss and aching that won’t go away. When you feel so empty and alone that you cannot get over a seperation from someone you love. No matter what you do or how hard you try you just can’t raise your soul to carry on.
I wrote this song as i started a new relationship. It was a strange time to write this as i was feeling ecstatic about who i was with yet deep down i hadn’t said what i wanted to about a situation i’d been in previously.
Too many emotions were going on at once and what started out as a song about how happy i was feeling it turned into a darker requiem about lost love. Not something i regretted for sure, as i’d moved on but something that had to come out of me to allow the new to blossom.